If There’s No Tomorrow by Jennifer L. Armentrout
Lena Wise is always looking forward to tomorrow, especially at the start of her senior year. She’s ready to pack in as much friend time as possible, to finish college applications and to maybe let her childhood best friend Sebastian know how she really feels about him. For Lena, the upcoming year is going to be epic—one of opportunities and chances.
Until one choice, one moment, destroys everything.
Now Lena isn’t looking forward to tomorrow. Not when friend time may never be the same. Not when college applications feel all but impossible. Not when Sebastian might never forgive her for what happened.
For what she let happen.
With the guilt growing each day, Lena knows that her only hope is to move on. But how can she move on when her and her friends’ entire existences have been redefined? How can she move on when tomorrow isn’t even guaranteed?
I could have been Lena. There’s no telling how many times I could have been in her situation. College was a crazy time, and although I was lucky enough to never face the consequences the characters in this book did, I cannot help but think of how differently my life could have been.
Armentrout has a way with words. Her use of dialogue, diction, and overall story-telling is superb. She has an ability to get completely into character, expressing emotions that are real, understandable, and relatable. This book, especially this story, hits home with so many different types of people.
Two of my favorite quotes that I feel resonate with anyone who has experienced life:
“What would I have done differently that night if I’d known there was no tomorrow? Everything. I would’ve done everything differently.”
“One day you will just realize you’ve made it through this part of your life and you’ve accepted what cannot be changed. That is when you’ve moved on. It will feel like it happened suddenly, but in reality, it’s been a work in progress.”
I highly recommend this book, but fair warning: the topic is hard. It left me in tears, and my own guilt and regrets were thrown in my face throughout the book. I may be nearly 31, but I needed Armentrout’s reminder to live like there’s no tomorrow.